Am I thinking of you still? Do I cry still, now and then? Am I really ever going to win you back again? Are you glad it’s over? Can you get on with this life? Are you really so very certain you would have made a very good life without me? Given all the laughter, fun and sunny times we had. Given all the heartache, lies and times you made me mad. Given all the tears now, the loneliness and pain. Given all the risks, would you do it all again? Can I really say that I won’t want you back one day? Can I really like my life now better in this way? Can I forget your face, the mess, the giggles and the love? Can I find someone else to love me more than I could love? If I really loved you, I said I’d let you go. If you understood my feelings then you would know that it’s not so. If I was less stubborn, you could care much less. If we had never spoken there wouldn’t be this sorry mess. But time has taken prisoners, are lives are now entwined. But even if we never meet again, the past is not left behind. But can I start all over? Just forget you and move on? But even if I can, will I be glad with what I won? Is that really what I want, to never see your smiling face again? Will it make me happy; will I live on without pain? Will I be thinking of you, am I too proud to cry? Will it wrench my heart in two if I see you kiss another girl? And can I forgive your faults, and accept you as you are. I want to have you back and say there’s nothing to forgive. You told that I’m crazy, that I may never want you back. You told that you love me and though it’s a risk, you’ll live with that. You want me to live with patience, to give time to heal. The past is not yet over and it’s left a scar so real. We don’t choose who we can love, and love doesn’t really die. You can find it in your heart again; I love you, so please try.